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I don't know who I am, except that I am a 17 yr old boy. Thats all I know so far. Everything else I tell you would be lies, because I know nothing of myself.
Today is the day that I actually admitted to myself that I could see myself in a relationship with a boy. today is the day where i thought about it in real terms of maybe even marrying a boy.today is the day where i went to school and saw Joz look at me and say nothing. she is my best friend and today we saw each other and kept looking. i think i like you and i think you like me but i think i actually might like another boy i met. How is it that i like two people, one being a boy and the other a girl. i dont think i can tell you, joz, that i might actually like a boy even though you are my best friend. this is senior year, the year where everything was supposed to fall in place. you thought this was the year where we would finally get together, where the timing would finally be right but i dont think so. i hope somehow i wont have to decide that either you or Mat will make a move and i cant say no. im too scared of making a choice that i might regret or wonder what it i picked the other one. i am too scared to choose and i really hope that you or mat will make the choice for me. please make the choice for me. i will be happy either way.
