Who am I?

Its so hard…..

Why is it so hard for me to tell someone, anyone, everything about myself. I cant even tell my best friend, Jocelyn, why cant I even tell myself the complete truth. Am I too afraid of the truth? Am I afraid that you will look at me differently? Why cant I tell anyone the truth? why do I have to resort to this tumblr to be able to let out the entire truth? Why cant I fucking tell you in person? Is this tumblr my gateway to let out the truth? I don’t know why I need this tumblr to talk to myself and tell the truth? Why is the truth so hard?